I'm tired and all I can do is think about her
I'm in the cast of falling apart again and she'll never know
What's the point of it anymore
She's so beautiful imperfection and I'm ugly
If I could explain everything 
Before she left this house
Maybe things would have been different
I can't waste my time in the past
I got to prove to her that I'm the right option
So I wait here in this Cafe of Blues
Tears rolling down my face and begging a ghost stay
Not truly telling anyone that I'm still in love with her
This dirty little secret will stay here for now
For it needs soil and water to grow
It will become a strong beautiful coffee bean
For Firefly to drink one day