Staring at a blank wall filled with my imagination about you. Your sharp eyes stab my sadness. My regret is moving the blue soul stirring. I don't understand what you mean by being silent.

The light rays fade in gaze. Do you accept my apology? Yellow flowers smell accompanied me late at night. Unable to cheer me up to face misery.

Singing grasshopper sad moaning. Painfully slicing the feeling that I was crushed. The rest of the afternoon rain wet the floor of the veranda. Unable to chill my chest tight.

Stunned staring at the night forming dew. Can I relieve my anxiety about you? Many questions gather without answer and the forehead clogs more dizzy.

My true friend silent night accompanied me. Contemplate myself to understand your beautiful intentions. Eroding my pride to always interpret your happiness.

Forgive my arrogance for hurting you.

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Solo=Indonesia, Mon, 17th December 2018. 6:36 pm
'with love and peace'
Suko Waspodo

ilustr: Romola