You held me so thought, as I cried like a baby on your chest.
more than I've ever had before or more typhoon I would have guessed.
Turned fearful and scared for a moments thought,
if I lost you know how would I survive.

My dreams had come true, it was what was found by us, in you.

I asked, I must have.
Your answer I no like, raged It did take flight
Confidence between lovers broken, thought to be with malice and Spite. 
The monster you never imagined, appeared in the eyes of your true love that night.
The Neanderthal, this monster seen before, would he come through hearts door, the Betrayal of the spouse that does not get dinner, a bath poured or some chowder, but when the other does not pounder the plight of their other. It hurts so deep inside fir the money you have not to spare even if it's needed quell. 

That's when the cheese slid off your cracker, the soup slopped out of your bowl.
The menace, the me, the peewee that most punish and plunder before. But hurt by the hand of the only one that ever really seemed to love me the day before.

Nnightmares were less of a distaster, they're much nicer, this colossus walking destroyer is out to make you leave as your word hurt much more than any or all before.
This monster it was apart of me, it came into my world, crashing down all around like a ship full of babies sinking or a space shuttle exploding, and unbelievable disaster.

Failing to look upon the rocks we tread, breeding a catastrophe we our hearts combined and now all that was wonderful and true had run out the door.

I killed you, You saved me, you kill me, I saved you, 
How can this be, To lose one another that meant more than the moon or the earth or the stars

Not knowing what to do, how to bring us back to you..,to those days we took of granted Now yearning to do giveth. the strife in my like was gushing to become my wife. asking for reproach at every whisper, she Denys her wrong doing as a natural fumble,she turns her back and walk away, leave the blame to him again.

My heart and soul I can't mend without your soft hands upon
My blood my meat my smell cant erase the taste in my mouth from my feet i eat ..
Can't get the smear of my stain i dragged across my face to erase as is stings upon my face Impossibly hard to embrace yet encumbered me leaving without no trace.

My spirit inside blinded as not to see the stained outside that it must go.
Untainted and untamed I come our if my catalyst, toward i step, with each getting stronger to meet whatever it was that I face alone.
May the grace within my soul Incased be able to replace the hurt the monster put upon her to face.
My familiar silhouette of an apparition hiding in the smog like a great ready for eats. 
As the fog it did dwindle, Slowly emerged a figure of a lady, the face was that of beauty, her demanour of something so splendid I never saw before.. It was am angel come from heaven to take me from grace, or a angel from hell to take me to my peril.

My heart locked in chains for all days I drifts into your hands
I did not come out of hiding I came to the breathe of you labours, to the calling of my name.
I came to you only, not for beauty, not for lustful offers.. 'Twas the earnest in voice, your warmth electric of you touch, the blissful surrender of your aura seeping into my shoulder.
With the mind of a scholar you did impress, you mingled with mine and we came to slumbering rest.
Upon the golden crests of your fair breasts and atop of your loving heart it did stop, I cried S you held me so dearly .. For here I wish to die. 

Please darling if you ever gave made a mistake before, I was lost when I shut the door that night before.
I believed in you so strongly, inner thought fir a moment that it was lies that you told me that drove me out the door. 
I did not text, correct fir the burning in my ears never stopped. Pleas try to understand what you said was paramount. 
Never a sorry or a nod of understand did you even fake. 
The lies that killed us forever..as my pride fell apart like tender meat off a bone.
You are not like the rest, but you did not give another chance. Put me to rest for you blunder just like one that came before, knock to rest at my door. 

I don't know how you think it. You and ate not to part, the love u feel of mind is cavern into you soul, like your is entrenched deep in my meat and letting go will be a godly feat.
Over something as mundane as this.. It's murder to our hearts did risk.
You must have another to come together in your bed cause you didn't care or give another look as For you can make mistakes , but for me its off with m head.