Beautiful soul
For that is what I see inside your eyes!
So much life,
Mysterious and wild.
How you can touch my heart with your smile.
Making it skip a beat every time you look at me
I flutter with nervous anticipation

How I lay awake wondering in agony.
Tormented to know what you feel for me?
As the mystery of your heart unravels before my eyes
I am in awe of all that you are
And all that I have come to know
Your beauty is beyond words
For in your eyes I see a splendor so breath taking that I can feel the light of my world illuminate the darker parts of me

when you are so close to me, my heart pounds to have you closer,
To pull you nearer and feel the warmth of your embrace,
For in your arms I feel safe, 
I feel wanted and I feel as though I mean something to you there.
I close my eyes and breath in the scent of your perfume,
Feeling dizzy from the intoxication that it brings being so close you.
Then you pull away and I am left tormented standing alone on the streets on life.
As the wonderings of my soul wonders what you are thinking.
How it pains me when you turn your face away,
Hiding your secrets behind your smile
And I am once again left searching your heart for answers,
hoping to find me there somewhere in the deeper parts of such a heart.
Yet in one moment our eyes meet,
you do not look away and the longer we hold our gaze the more my own heart begin's to pound in my chest,
with the image of your eyes locked on to mine
My breath deepens as you look into my soul and the girl inside of me that I hide so well screams to be seen, 
Screaming to be free from the broken dreams of the past,
And in that moment you don't look away and I get to see your beautiful soul once again,
longing to also be set free.
Inside your eyes I see your light shining faintly in the distance of your mind.
illuminating a world of unexplored mystery and I stand there bewitched by my desires to be allowed in.
Yet, it is not easy,
You do not open up freely and am left dying a little more inside as you once again turn away from me.
Oh the pain my heart suffers as your rejection slices through my brain like a blunt blade.
Tormented by the shame of my despair I hide the Agony from your sight with a smile.
Pretending nothing is wrong as the shadows of my past haunt my mind once again.
The darkness of such memories slowly suffercating any form of happiness,
Becoming imprisoned by the things you are unaware of,
My past has Demons too,
so my beautiful soul,
it's not only you.
Yet I fight to keep them away as the fuel of my world longs to ignite the flames of your heart so that I may see the fires of your soul burn brightly for me within your world of untold splendor and beauty.
A world of your beauty, of your splendor alone is what I long for the most
But you push me away time and again
Confusing my psyche with your misunderstood intentions
Yet I always find my way through the mess of life and see beyond the boundaries of words when you say all is well.
The actions of your heart now speak differently and I am spellbound by how easily misconception flows from your lips.
Yet your eyes speak in a language in which I understand and they tell a story of your soul.
A soul of such beauty,
yet a soul tormented by things you hide within your mind
I see your actions of who you are the more you reveal yourself to me.
I see beyond the words you speak
And the more I see, the more you begin to hide from me.
Knowing that somewhere deep down within your heart I have touched a part of you too.
Never to be the same again.

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