Aubade
First, it is only that the tree
is more a presence
less a shadow
beyond my window
then other horizons
light their resting clouds
with a subtle pre-dawn glow
that slowly sets the first gold sun glint
on each high branch above
against a new pale blue sky -
will dawn chasten my succubus
end our companioned time?
that half-felt fragile warmth beside me
seems to slide silently away
slowly the room
gains some substance
as the night shades withdraw
the chest with my clothes
my hanging coat
the half-open door
the rumpled bed beneath my chin -
is that her knee I see
drawn up beneath the sheets,
her hair spread over the pillow?
will dawn yet light her beauty:
flame colour in that russet hair?
but the dawning sun
sets light to my soul
exposes my phantasy to show
the rumpled pillow pucker
the tossed bedding shadow
heaped around my feet -
she is no more
has fled as a dream
with the light