My brain fell for you in trying to save my existence.

I asked, you answered, and never did you wonder who I was.

I fell for you so damn hard, a wave of depression takes over, affecting my vision.

Now I'm starting to make irrational decisions.

How stupid and silly it is to be in love with someone I have never met.

A fantasy I put together, a distorted version of you I strung together for me,

You are not real, you are not real 

I keep repeating.

You have flaws, you have flaws

But I can't see them.

Why is it that I have never felt this pain with love 

But here I am tragically heartbroken over an idea Of us.

I know I'm not crazy like the thoughts I've been thinking.

Your a space I was trying to fill, a void of some kind I guess.

The pressure got to me, human nature at best,

I fell for a boy who never asked, 

he never wondered who I was.