Perfectly Perfect
Nothing.
Till I woke up
then you spoke up
screamingng in my head.
Losing that weight again
with words of encouragement
ignoring the ills of my mind
pushing me back to when "You looked so much better".
Look inside.
Whiplash.
Punches.
Ugly words.
Oh no sorry.
You don't want to know
you just want to see
Perfection.
Smile.
Laugh.
Make a joke.
Everything's okay.
Everything's perfect.
My souls dying
from the infection
of an evil mastermind,
but you can't fix what you can't see.
The soul needs surgery
but its not broken
when you look.
Jason Bayliss
Fri 3rd May 2019 09:19
Really like this Bridgett, it's very descriptive of that passive aggressive manipulative mindset. I think at some point in everybody's life we've all been judged and been guilty of judging and the thing is, telling people you don't know to fuck off is easy, but telling those you love? That's a different thing. Sometimes you have to just say, accept me as I am or fuck off.
J. x