Father's Day
When the crushing dark ice was enclosing
And the horizon a terrible sight.
Who spoke the warm words, to comfort me at night?
When isolation became overwhelming
And there was nowhere left to hide.
How silent were the voices, that could have asked me inside?
When so desperate was desperation
And faith withering dry on the vine.
How closed were the arms, that could have caught me in time?
When the ravaging nightmares rampaged
And all vestige of pride was devoured.
Where were the alms to feed me, in my darkest hour?
When the screaming demons were deafening
And they tormented both night and day.
Where were the shields of compassion, to keep them all at bay?
When the wind-blown seas were raging
And the storms seethed within and without
Who was at the lighthouse, to guide my ship to port?
When desertion seemed almost appealing
And much better than being alone,
Two Grace Darlings set sail in a lifeboat,
Calling, Dad, it’s time to come home.
Graham Parker
Tue 25th Jun 2019 22:24
This is the third re-write of this poem. It's strange how the other two felt good but taking that step back and looking again has brought out a new vision. I'm happier with this now.