My chest hurts, I can’t sleep.

My lungs are so tired

Im so tired.

ill take my third shower to try to wash the fear away

 

I smile, I’m okay 

I’m alive. 

I feel good today! 

 

Dont look at me I might puke 

I’ve slept five hours in two days 

I feel like I’m 1000 pounds 

 

My world is spinning 360°

My vision is gone 

 your voice echos 

 

I hit the ground, laying there is a moment of bliss

nothing to worry about 

nothing to feel

 

I wake up 

not afraid no 

Angry 

 

Angry that I have to come back 

angry I had to wake up 

for once I was calm. 

 

For once I was free from the fear.