I LAND

no
captain
no
direction
in a
wave
no
break
had no
flow
didn't
know
which way
to go
life passing
by
ship in
the night
running out
of steam
swimming against
the stream
hook...line
sinker
old hurts
linger
more the
angst
further i
sank
thoughts an
undertow
dragging me
below
anchored by
ghosts
wallowed
no
coast
nothing in
sight
no house
with a light
no oxygen
panic
weighed on
titanic
dive...dive
push off
rise
sideways
adrift
current
shifts
moon
full
gravitational
pull
ride
high
tide
out of
the eye
ran
aground
ported
sound
solo
strand
i land