How dare you tell me where you live
How dare you live so close
When you kill me everyday
Living without you is the fucking worst
Call me stupid call me obsessed call me whatever you want
But you keep fucking with my head
I rather die than live without you
All I want is you close to me
Stop thinking it's okay to just talk to me when you miss me
But you won't say a word to me when I need you
I would die just to lay beside you again
You're the reason my heart strings are breaking
Do you know how it feels to throw up blood
Because you miss someone so much
You think it's just alright
But you keep fucking with my head
Maybe if I can put all my words in one sentence
Maybe you would understand that I love you
I want you to stay and be my forever
I fell over my face when I met you
The truth is I've never truly broke my promise
I used the rose to make everyone think I'm getting over you
I still have some of your stuff
Everyday I see you at the edge of my bed
A crown of fireflies around your head
Don't you ever say I have to prove anything
If anything he has to live up to my standards
No one can love you more than me
So tell me the go fuck off again I'll tell you I love you
Because I don't think you understand you're everything to me
I would drop everything just to be with you
I'm done lying to everyone I'm not over you 
Never will be I'm 3 years in this waiting situation