200mph  howling winds

Vicious down pours 

Hurricanes strong enough to permanently remove her ,

 in that moment : the same moment her life' no longer felt like she was living 

She realized ; she was drowning herself. 

Her own limitations ' covered in fear 

Her eyes closed

Unable to really see how it was all an illusion.

Curtains opened 

Colours fly

Heart beating frantically 

Pulse beating louder than before 

A sence of calmness :

She's alive ;

No longer fearful 

Tears turned to laughter

Pain turned to growth 

Disappointment turned to  gratitude

 

Conditioning;  no longer the center of her decisions .

 

She is indeed her own god ' and self realization is her journey .