Spiraling
Surrounded by people
yet nobody cares.
Voices thundering
but no one's there.
Do this, do that,
conform to our views.
Bow down, submit,
it's ok to be used.
Drink your liquor
try to run from the pain
Make it worse
and drown in the rain.
Ignite your bud,
mind light and floating.
Indulge in sweets,
ignore the bloating.
Slice your skin,
unveil the mask.
Enjoy relief
which never lasts.
Backdated 1/15/19