Hey you; my handsome button. I haven’t been on my poetry page in quite some time. Looking back at all my writings, i am reminded all of the pain I’ve endured and loops I’ve jumped across, or fell over, per se. Fuck- what a crazy 28 years of life I’ve lived. I’ve moved around some, and experienced some interesting things. Ive learned a lot...about a lot. I’ve felt a lot more than i ever fathomed. I went through a lot of heart break, and people showed me faces of themselves that I never want to replicate. I really had given up on love. And for me, love really was everything. But Ive learned its a lot harder or rare to truly come across. But then, but then you came along. Okay okay, it wasn’t the most ideal ways of ‘coming along’. But, you did. And. Wow. There you were. There we were. Being so dumb and stupid over one another- in a good way, of course. All of my life, I had never imagined being loved by a love like yours. It truly is the absolute best part of me; my life; you and your heart. God. Oh you. Oh YOUUUU. My muse How did I go without you for so long? I wonder that so often. I wasted my time with everyone else. No one compares. You are it. You are my person. I cant get enough of you. Time with you goes by so fast, too fast. I love everything about you, And when I’m with you...i love it even more. The way we love, touch, laugh, speak about the most random and crazy things, and so openly and naturally at that. We were talking about vows, and we speak of it here and there.  I was so for it. But then i got to thinking, as you said, “I don’t know if I’ll ever find the right words”, or something along those lines. I didn’t ponder of the depth of that statement at the time until i thought of it more and more. And, you’re oh so right. What words or sentences could i say or put together that would ever come close to the love I have for you? So far, really none. Nothing will suffice. And my God, that just makes my heart smile. The love i have for you makes me beam with rays of sunshine on the inside. I pray everyone in life gets to feel this kind of love and happy someday for the rest of their days. Now that I’ve tasted your love, I don’t know how i’d Ever do without. My love...I don’t know if you’ll ever come across this. But if you do, i know some difficult times lie ahead of us. Life and its demands and games is going to challenge us. I just want you to know, that in the end, I really hope its still us against the world. Always. I don’t want this life with anyone else. You are it. And thank you. Thank you for coming into my life and giving me your whole heart.. I’ll never be able to thank you enough. 

Signed, 

 The heart in your hands.