Lost
I feel as though it was just yesterday being dope sick and tired
I had enough mainly because i got a little to wild
I could't eat, couldn't sleep, barely could breathe
Those chills and sweats man i couldn't believe
i let something like that happen to me.
I slipped and got lost couldn't be found
Depressed and sad couldnt get myself off the ground.
Alone and scared didnt know what to do
Untill i looked in the mirror and realized
It all starts with YOU
I needed to get out of the dark, didnt know how
I needed to see the light but kept hearing that gun go KA-POW
Damn, i just remember wanting to end my life.
That day came, that i finally did give up the fight
Put myself back in rehab with the thought in my head that this was it
No longer will i suffer, I need help, I was able to admit
Before, yes i thought i was done, before, yes i thought i could do it alone
Now, im still lost and confused, now i still don't know what to do
Untill again i looked in the mirror and shouted
It all starts with YOU.