New poem: ...Because Your Life's So Fucking Boring
Another high profile child killer's face
Glaring from the front page
It'll never age
A frozen
Precisely chosen
Photo to justify
The ranting prose
And shrieking headlines.
And you're so embroiled in mindless,mundane toil
That whenever those papers
Boil with rageful calls
For the knee-jerk mob elite
You suddenly jump to your feet
Stand to attention
And come begging for more drama
Because your life's so fucking boring.
You're so desperate
So desperate
So desperate to be involved
So desperate to feel threatened
So you fantasise
About cornering these killers with knives
Burning them alive
Re-enacting every ounce of pain
They forced on the children's soft skin.
How the fuck are you better than them?
Chucking around words like “justice”
The psychopathy of the murderer
Stabs away at thin twitching curtain of calm
That everyone holds up as an ideal
Revealing the everyday squirming madness
Of everyday people.
And then you have the audacity to say:
“I want my family to feel safe”.
You say you want your family to be safe
But there's little more dangerous than having
Your calls to anger and violence controlled
And your fists banging
And shouts for hanging make my blood run cold.
Because your life's so fucking boring
You want feel a part of something really special
To be the centre of attention
And not sitting on the sidelines of life
Waiting for opportunities to tumble into sight
And who knows?
If you complain until your lungs are tight
And face is blue
Your name might appear in the papers too.
It's pure paranoia.
Thinking there's a child-murdering psycho
Behind every corner
Just waiting to leap out from the shadows
And snatch your kids
And I think you secretely want it to happen
Because your life's so fucking boring.
Muttering curses under your breath
Thirsting for every detail
Don't leave anything out
Because you want to know exactly how badly she was mutaliated.
How stoved in his head was.
Was she raped? Was he tortured?
You can't wait to find out
And I get the creeping feeling these kids being killed
Makes you a little bit horny
It's new-approved pornography
Because you're induling in a sick voyeuristic obsession
Maddie's kidnapping twisted into a crime thriller
Keeping you guessing
You can't wait to find out whodunnit
But no new leads mean no new story
So as the news story drifts off
So do you
While the parents still suffer
And the toys gather dust
Because your life's so fucking boring.
You use all your available tools
To place them high on pedastals
Creating a mythical beast
A monster in abstract
That can never be truly killed
Meaning your bloodlust can never be fufilled
So Hindley, Brady and Huntley
Can become the thing of horror stories
Pawing at your nightmares
With their bloodstained hands
But the truth about these murderers is
Depressingly bland:
They are people
Just like us
They make their beans on toast
Have cups of tea
Put the rubbish out
Watch telly
Have lives, loves and hopes
But something went wrong along the way
And sometimes it's way too late
Before we find out
And you just can't cope
And then no amount of stretched rope
Dangling legs
Or hysterical pressure groups
Will bring those children back
Or make the world a happier place.
Something cracked forever
The sound of a snapped tether
And the silence of something floating out to black, black sea
Never to be retreived.
And on hearing it
We're all sad, helpless and pathetic
Because it shows us
We're all at the mercy of random
Death-driven chaos.
So there's no need for hope
But no need for fear either.
But you'll never tire
Of being frightened
Because your life's so fucking boring.