I stay awake alone again

i hear the cars pass by my window

the stars to be my only friend

i relate to the lonely porch black widow

she spins her web in solitude , not a creature to be stirred

and I forever voice my pain , though there's no words left to be heard

i find my peace amongst the night

it holds me near and true

but when I stare amongst the stars

all I can think about is you

was there something I could've done , to unseal our dreadful fate

mich like the spider I'll keep spinning on

until disaster my soul create 

I wish life were that simple

of the spider or the bee

All life really has to offer , is a meloncoly me