50 dollars buys less every day (01/25/2020)
this old couch
a rested place
of day dreams :
A sanctum for the spittle of birds
breaking in with the early dawn.
and each window, in the winter
a mouth of frost,
vignettes of cold rolling thru the glass with ease
i can feel my breath on my teeth
heating and cooling these tines
tuning truths on a good day
hoping for just
white lies on all the rest :
mild discomforts, acid-etched cavities
every winter, each one
taking turns as sacrificial
anodes .
Now is my time to be weather'd
buried, earthen
in unremarkable mounds
(tombstones cracked in misspent youth
mistakes to yield the more restless of our dead
OR
long forgotten papers
soaked in a backpacks filled with spilled fruit punch
OR
the broken keno machines,
stained by sunstroke and nicotine
in the old brass bars
timeless in their
outdatedness.)
unremarkable
so rare to notice
the building blocks of present
vibration with the tuning forks
of yesterday
and yesterday
back into forever ago
since before I ordered whiskey
neat .