I really wish I went to college 
I can’t believe I trusted that bitch
But was it love or just a lack of knowledge 
Shit hurt my heart seeing my big brother 
Cuff a bitch that had mileage 
He went to jail, she told him I tried to fuck ha
Ian even have no money 
So ion even know why the butch was lying 
Niggas buy anything a bitch tell em when they in jail  
But damn big Jevo Ian even have no money 
U know she only gon call if a nigga buying 
My ex always hitting me up 
But the bullshit a nigga ain’t buying 
I was dead broke u knew I needed u 
Why u take advantage why u get caught cheating 
And started crying 
I told u I loved u I took u back 
U thought I was this u thought i was that 
Now u looking sick cuz you’ll never get this love back 
U lied on my walll and said you got my back like 
Cryopract 
I remember when i was crying and calling 
Now u crying and calling 
And I won’t even call u back 
It’s forever fuck u till hell and back
I’m drinking again
Ship depressed ion even know who got my back
My brother see that’s my brother 
But I know he’ll stab me in the back 
Sad thing about it is I won’t even stab him back
Fuck that fuck this
You know i need u back 
Yo father died 
I wished I had yo back 
It’s crazy cuz In the summer I got u back 
I had yo back like doctor prat 
It’s crazy how u did me when u realized that 
It hurt my heart when I texted u and u wouldn’t text back 
On the bus going to Houston just wishing u would text me back 
Can’t believe I gave u my love and u ain’t even give it back
Leek went to jail he lost time he’ll never get back
U knew I was dealing with that 
That’s my brother but he won’t even text back 
I used to hit him up for anything that I lacked 
I thought I could trust u 
You didn’t even have my back 
Now you texting me saying u want me back 
Now tell me me 
Why would i do that 
I showed u love 
You couldn’t even show it back 
Wait 
RIP grifoo 
U always had my back 
Called me lil cuz so much 
Ian kno if I was supposed to be Banging wit the 60’s 
Everybody cut me deep 
I’m always awake when ppl sleep 
The English’s words and thoughts cut me deep 
Every women dropped they’re love 
Now I can’t sleep 
My momma dropped her love 
“That’s deep”

sep14,19