ALL THAT JAZZ

I decided

to embrace contradiction

to make it my essence

instead of evading it.

Reality is heavy:

I cannot mould into it.

I do not think

society isn’t on a human scale anymore

it’s me

that I wasn’t made on a society scale.

I am 27

and found out

I don’t like the rules of this world,

its silly and useless tricks.

Its pace alienates me.

I cannot be part of it.

I,

I just want to watch the ceiling

and listen to jazz.