i was flying high

because ive let myself dream

i was in the sky

because ive let myself  believe that finding happiness is easy

now im back here 

with myself again 

thinking how did i not know how this will end 

im doing my best

i really am 

its not the time 

not this time 

maybe not ever 

i can deal with that

focus on whats real

ill keep on existing if tha...

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Something isn’t right

I no longer have this feeling that I need to hide

I should feel delighted 

But instead all I am is frightened 

The thought of it not being beside me

Makes me feel like there’s nothing left inside me.

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I want it to be over

The voices in my head 

Telling me to end it

And let go of everything I’ve dreamt

I want it to be over

The feeling that I’ve dread

The endless loop to stop

I don’t want to be afraid

I want it to be over

I want to start again 

This time no voices 

This time I’ll put an end.

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Sunlight on your skin

Teardrops in your eyes

Reaching down your chin

Hearing out your cries

Tearing me apart

Knowing I’m the reason

For your aching heart

And all I did was offer you a treason.

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I found a way 

To redeem myself if I may

Followed by sorrow

Headed to nowhere only to follow

Hoping all this erases the pain

Knowing all this is for nothing and all is in vain.

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