Dear Santa, 

I've been extra good this year

All I want is a cure for my

rare brain disease because

see Santa I was given this

disease before I left my

mothers womb so long

ago now

But life since that time has

been up and down daily like

a rocking roller coaster riding

throughout a non-stoppable

hurricane that is enough to

drive one ...

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{Love} 

Love isn't easy to do 

Love can be a nightmare

that follows you

throughout your life 

Love can rip your heart

apart if you trust in

someone who says or

claims that they love you

when in fact they don't

or never did 

Love is a tangible

unmistakable hurtful

lie of your life 

Love can leave one down

in the dumps when

someone rips your

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{The Everescents Of A Killing Killers Mind} 

The sweet temptation

that fills that voided

lingering taste that

alines my lips

leaving me thirsting

and wanting and

needing more

pleasurable killings

that's filling that

extra void that's

slowly filling my

soul like the sounds

of the hellish hell

blood hound's coming

to drag your sorry

carcass thro...

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{? To My Husband ?}

To my fabulous husband,

Sweetheart I think God for blessing me with you 

because you have had my back when my own family didn't have my back 

and I set here remembering all the love made with so much hot burning passion between us and when and how we found each other off Myspace so long ago now but I will never regret that because that day w...

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{Face To Face With Us} 

My white and tan face fades, 

hiding inside of this grayish black smoke. 

I knew they'd use it against us, 

dammit; the tear gas is filling the blue skies around us and as the rub bullets flies past our heads. 

I'm grown I make my own decisions to fight this fight. 

I'm fresh like I just rolled out of bed.

Their clouded misguided assumpti...

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{I See So Clearly}

Well I set here with

all this shame and

guilt of what I've

done but nothing

can never undo the

hurt I have caused

you

And lord knows

I hate myself for it 

And how I was

so wrong 

And I hope one day

that you will be able

to forgive me for

my hurt and damage

and tears and pain I have

done and ...

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{My Illusion's} 

I am having back to

back illusion's of you 

And I'm wishing and

seeing you in the faring

clearing distance of the

hot burning desert

sands of our life

packed into an hour

glass bottle

And as the sands of

time starts to run out

for us I look a little

bit closer and I see

you slowly disappearing

once again from my sig...

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{I Maybe Fragile}

I maybe fragile but I am

me I will battle back

with all I have inside 

of me until I no longer

can continue my battle 

And just because I

am fragile doesn't mean

that I will break if you

touch me 

And I may get a little

bit but more than likely

nothing will happen

so don't be alarmed

and afraid of me or

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{He Tried To Destroy Her}

He tried to destroy her by his sneaky little secrets and little lies that he kept hidden deep down until that dark day she found out about all of his hidden dark secrets that's when her world came unglued 

because she gave her all to this man and then return only thing she ever got was just his lies and dishonesty and secrets and his cheating ways t...

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{I Am Not Okay}

I am not okay
I am not happy
I am not sure if I want my life to continue on living this freaking nightmare 
I am not beautiful 
I am the one everyone calls the ugly duckling 
I am a incurable plagued person 
I am depression
I am suicidal 
I am a lost cause 
I am hurt 
I am pain
I am sickness
I am a invisible person that no one attends to see beyond the sick...

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{Why~Why Did I} 

Why did I love you
Why did I care for you so much
Why did I you break my heart into for 
Why did you promise me the world and to be your  forever queen and all I got was these washed out bull shit lies and dreams from you that rings out loud inside of my head that I wish was freaking dead 
Why~Why did I 
Why did you leave me in this unforgettable heartache to dro...

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{When You've Took Away All My Will Power}

When you've took away

all of my will power as a 

human being and as a

woman as well I have 

lost my dignity I feel 

ashamed of myself

constantly I feel like that

I have to hide my real

self and I have to hide

my face and my body

from everyone because

I might not meet their

standards and that you

migh...

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{The Darkness From Within A Gothic Soul} 

The darkness within us

is feeding us constant

painful death cries that

sometimes sound's so bitter 

sweet to our ears as they slowly

bleed red-white-blue while

being covered in blackish

gothic tattoos 

But as the silent lies makes

us want to continue to cry out

in that gothic tattooed pain as we

merely t...

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{She Knows} 

She knows she's sexy,

She knows how

to get your 

motor running

and keep it 

humming, She's 

always sexy, 

even on her 

worse day's

when she thinks 

she looks her

worse and

still she is my 

kind 

of sexy 

©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 26,2018 

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{To The Past} 

Here's to my 

past for the 

one's who 

thought they 

knew me well 

I can actually

say to you that 

you can kiss my

ass and please

go straight to 

hell for the 

last and final 

damn time

©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 26,2018

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{This Hard Cold Piece Of Steel}

This hard 

cold piece 

of steel gives 

my heart

thrill's

and 

chill's

that you

cold never 

do 

©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting on February 26,2018 

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{She Died And I Died To}

She was a beautiful 
woman that I got
attached to very
quickly because she 
would write little 
poems that was like 
a visionary fairytale 
of what life could be
for me and her

But then my beautiful 
beauty got really bad 
sick as the day's 
passed into the 
darkest hours of the 
nights my heart was 
breaking into to see
her like this ...

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{When I Am A Sleep Or Awake} 

When I am a sleep or awake I dream of you all the same 

©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer Originally written in 2016 but posting here on February 15,2018 

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(Eroitc Naughty Poems)

He walks in from work with his shirt draping off his rock hard body that has me looking straight at him in his eyes while locking on with his eyes then I start to twist and bitting my tongue and lips while licking them wanting to taste his body on my lips and you can't take it anymore I get up walking over to him while doing a sexy stripper walk dance while...

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{Eroitc Naughty Girl Poem} 

Chain me up and put a collar around my neck and then you command me to sit down on my plumped ass and then you are telling me to follow you and then you are telling me to beg you for harder punishment like a dog and then you are yanking on my chain and then you are telling me to climb up on the bed and then pulling out the leather whip then you spank my ass...

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(He Plays Cat And Mouse Games) 

​​​​​​As he chases me and many 

more women because

he likes to play 

little cat and mouse game's with me 

but I am tired of running away 

from him and now 

you have all the other women that you are chasing

Because I am gone 

And we will not

have no more

playing cat and

mouse game's

for me...

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #50 (Havana)

My heart is hurting because I left something extra special behind in beautiful Havana 

​​​​​​He was a tall tan skinned man that was a tall glass of water that kept thrusting for him day and night and I think I am about ready to lose my mind because of that man in Havana 

And as I need and want Havana to appe...

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #49 (Doobie-Doobie) 

(Doobie-Doobie)


When the doobie-doobie drugs don't work any more girl you are just a fool if you think love don't hurt because hot damn it does that's why one more blow to sniff until I cannot breathe 




And when the doobie-doobie-doobie don't work any more as one more sniff and one more puff and popping one mor...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #47} {My Safe Haven} 

You are my

safe haven as

you wrap me up

into your heroic

? angel arms to

protect me from

all those

trespasser that

trespasses against

me and this is

actually the only

time I feel at

ease with my

freedom and life

with so much

comfort as I

hate it when I

have to leave

this plac...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #45} {One Last Time} 

One last time is what he said to me...

One last time for you to break my last hopes of us being together again... 

One last time to hear another lie from your lying lips...

One last time to hear you say baby I love you and I need you in my life which was another lie of yours... 

One last time for me to have my w...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #44} {Just The Way You Are} 

His hot steamy

dreamy body,

his cowboy hat,

his sexy smile,

his sexy kissable

lips,

his dark eyes are

lost galaxies,

his walk,

his talk,

his howdy

de do ma'am,

his abs,

his cowboy

boots,

his bandana

around his

smooth neck,

his faithful ?

horse at his side,

his be...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily} 

My

sleeping

angel

{Lily}

as her

eyes

became

to

heavy

to hold

open

any

longer

because

she

heard

Jesus

calling

her

home so

she

cried

and

gasped

for air

and then

she was

gone and

now my

life

isn't 

never

gonna be

the s...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #39} {Alone With My Unknowns} 

Face to face 

expansive

uncertainty

in the

shadows if

I hold on

to you 

I might 

not be so 

lost into it 

can't we create

enough light to 

force it to retreat

but you are a 

part of it too 

the steady ocean

in your eyes 

frozen when I 

wasn't looking

`n` I lay her...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #35} {I Will Not Live In Fear} 

Once upon a time

from my past I

once lived in fear

because of a situation

with an exrelationship

gone wrong because

this man became

insanely crazy over

me `n` he took it to

the point of calling

me day `n` night then

stalking me `n` showing

up in the dead of the

night trying to bre...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #31} {The Nerve Of Some People} 

The nerve of 

some people 

these day's 

`n` then you

think way me? 

`n` then you are

thinking it would

be nice if the

military would

just nuke your asses

already 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written May 29,2017 but posting ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #26 {Rose's Are Red Poems} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

do you know that I 

cannot stand your 

lying cheating ass

any more 

? Rose's are red 

Violet's are blue,

damn how I 

hate to hear 

from you any

more these day's

`n` what more can

I honestly say 

because you made

me feel this way 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #24} {Unsolved Mysteries} 

Ain't it funny

how some people

puts in an effort

in at first then

they don't any

more because they

vanish like

someone that's

missing due to

an unsolved 

mystery` n` that's

all they'll ever

really be 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #22 { I Can Do Bad All By Myself} 

Darling I need you

to hear me that I

can always do bad

by myself without

your help because

pain is a game that

we all play but I'm

always in overtime

`n` I still don't know

what it is to have a

damn good day `n` 

I don't need you

always putting me 

down making me feel

helple...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #21 {Just The Way You Are} 

Baby I just love the

way are because it

has me slipping through 

space into the darkest

hole circling us `n` girl 

you are amazing just 

the way you are `n` the

way you laugh it sends

chills up my spine `n` 

when you cry with those 

lips so stuck out pouting

makes me want to hug

you `n` ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #20 {Every Evening} 

You don't know

how it is when

you cry yourself

to sleep because

you are

missing

someone so

much

that your ?

heart 

is breaking

on the

​​​​​​inside 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on January 15,2014 but posting here on 12/10/...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19} {Living Death Traps} 

Well for many year's

now I have a

reoccurring vision, nightmare, illusion

that has me living

out a hellish living

death trap that haunt's

me ? night after

when I am able to

sleep 

but most night's while

I am asleep I start

to have these dreams

or vision's that seems

so l...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #16 {I Am All Confused?} 

I am all confused 

I am unsure of something's 

I am finding myself like a chicken ? running around with my head cut off these day's 

I am dazed 

I am here trying to grasp my reality before I lose what little insanity I have left 

I am beaten 

I am broken `n` scared up good for nothing diseased infected big ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #8} {What A Typical Man Wants In A Woman?} 

Sadly she's a

good~hearted~woman 

But many people

doesn't appreciate

that in a woman

Because oddly

enough most

people prefers a

woman to be trashy

not classy with sass

about her because

it's all about what's

between her legs

when it comes

t...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #5} {His Lying Eye's} 

His lying eyes

told a story of

a life filled with

lies deceit that

he was always

stuck on repeat

like a broken

record 

`N` he shouted

it to the world

making it sound

like it was a lost 

sunken treasure

chest filled with

his beautiful 

california sunfire

delight burning in

...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3} {When You Are Not Happy} 

When everyone

around you is

happy but you

try really hard

to be happy but

happiness will

not come or

step back into

your life no

matter how

hard you try

to make it

happen 

`N` some day's

I wish that

I could sleep

an eternal sleep

so no would 

hear a pee...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #2} {Sometimes} 

Sometimes

I feel

lost in

this evil 

corrupted 

world we

have to

call home 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/08/2017 all rights reserved

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #1} {What A Southern Queen Feels} 

Sometimes the

southern queen

feels pain, hurt

`n` attachments

to people that

she shouldn't

in the first 

place as she

tries to hide

all the hurt `n` 

pain away from

the surrounding

world around her 

But that's her

biggest mistake

which becomes

her downfa...

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{Flash Backs `N` Nightmares} 

The bad flash backs `n` nightmares haunt's my life `n` mind `n` memory today it washes over my whole body almost crippling it like the first time it occurred it's purely agony on my poor old soul that I wish would disappear from me because it's a wrecking ball to my life today 

`N` I can still see the flash backs `n` nightmares of the bu...

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{How Blessed I Am To Have You} 

I couldn't

even start to

fathom how

blessed I am

to have you in

this life with

me and in any

other life~time

before and here

after and no

matter where

or when I would

always still 

choose to fall in

love with you

my darling

love 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover...

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{I Do Believe} 

I do believe

that God above 

created you for 

me to pick and

love unconditionally

and he picked you 

out from all of the 

rest because he 

knew that I'd love

you the very best 

I possibly can do 

only for you 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on February 1,2014 but posting ...

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{Hey Baby} 

Hey baby

when we

are

together

​​​​​​

And we are

doing 

thing's that 

we love

to do boy

I need you

to know how

each time I

feel like

I am in

"Heaven"

feeling like

I am high

off of our

love 

And I don't

want to let

you go 

And boy I

just need

you to know

boy how much

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{War Paint} 

I may wear

war paint on

my face but I

will not let you

say or consider

me as a ?

clown because of 

my back~ground 

and my native

american culture

because many men

and women has to

put on their war

paint on their faces

before wars and

battles just like

our own military

troops does today

and they are not

to be conside...

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{Let These Boot's Do The Walking} 

Little darling you

have walked all

over my ?

heart for it seems

to be like a

million year's or

more now and 

now it's high

time for these

boots to do the

walking all 

over your ?

heart and face

and then before

I am done I

will stomp your

? heart and

face into this

dang southern

ground that I

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{In The Big House Now} 

Well here I am

sitting in the big

? house now

and I can't 

escapefrom in

here and oh 

shit what do

I say now {oh

yes you best 

bringyour ass

down here to 

bail me the hell 

out of the big

? house now} 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/06/2017 all rights reserved 

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{Keepin` It Country} 

I don't have to have the finer thing's in life just keep it simple like me buy me something in pink or purple camouflage because that will keep my ? heart pumping, thumbing, jumping all day long because I'm keepin` it country because this sweet southern charm is real pure country and I do believe I'll be keepin` it that way and it's simple I was born that way or ...

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