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I put a post of myself on again
And then think of all the critics
Those so called friends frowning in consternation at my narcissistic tendenciesĀ
As if am putting a mirror up to their own insecuritiesĀ
That need to nuke the system sings in my synapses
Normality makes me mad
Friendship canāt be had
I am miles away from my mission but closer than most
God is not the Father, ...
Saturday 25th March 2023 6:39 pm
The Devil
Can no one fall from the frown of the circle
tree trunk heavy from pastĀ trust tithes
Deep blue eels that run under the skin
ready to cut, taking fronds of blood
Chant for triggers, for lapses, for minds
finish my turn when he's had enough.
Ā
Clothed fringed with moments of madness,
as we claw at their pig skin seams
Tear the etiquette away as we fall.
The beast corner...
Sunday 4th September 2022 4:59 pm
Burden
Am I a burden or a blessing?
Until now I've brought you pain,
nitpicked neurotic neural pathways
produced images of you burdening people
nuked your brain by old beliefs.
Ā
The pitter patter of your baby
put like a seal pup on your chest
but I was there for stop her suckling,
I didn't want her to breathe
No-one except me knew you bitch.
Ā
After all we've been thr...
Wednesday 24th March 2021 1:39 pm
You made me do it
You're so impossible
you are selfish
you are difficult
you cause me so much trouble
I've only got this angry with you
you provoked me
you're unreasonableĀ
you aren't like your brother
you never help
I never get this cross with anyone else
you made me hit you
I lost control because of you
you are defective
but I love you
so all is okĀ
everything is possible with me
I am self full
...
Saturday 8th February 2020 11:20 am
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