Wavering Passion
Desire is the root of all suffering.
In shadows, deep my wishes lie,
Desire speaks, a tempting sigh.
From ancient tales to modern woes,
It stirs my heart, but pain it sows.
Each yearning wish that dares to rise,
Comes with a cost, a heavy sigh.
In gardens light, I seek the sweet,
Yet I find myself at sorrow’s feet.
The Greeks warned of hubris’ fall,
Desires’ echo, a haunting call.
...
Monday 30th September 2024 3:56 am
S O U L
Can you taste the dew of the day?
If you can, I bet you could taste your soul.
That dark black hole, or is there a light shining in there?
That moment when you feel like your body is betraying your soul.
What a sacred precious stone
So fragile, so lost
Yet so bitter
I know you are fighting; I can feel it
Those late hours, the scratching of your head,
Bitting of nails, wild thoughts
If on...
Saturday 1st April 2023 2:17 am
DESIDERIUM
Passion, Warmth, Peace, Desire
Who knew such words could mean a lot?
Yet, the mere thought of it keeps me up at night.
Lately, I can't help the thoughts that clouds my mind;
'Of us enjoying the beautiful stars
While I enjoy the sweet sound of your voice like velvet mixed with honey.
Or the sturdy outline of your neck,
I can't help but want to trail kisses on it.
Just the ...
Thursday 2nd February 2023 12:24 pm
UNTITLED 2
This world they say is cruel
This world they tell you people lie
But i prefer to have a taste myself
This world, they tell you love is beautiful
Dont i know it; that is all i long for
But i know better.
Everytime i let you in
Everytime, you showed me that the world was right
But i cant control my heart
For Everytime i let you go
A piece of me cracks
Now, everythi...
Sunday 24th April 2022 11:40 pm
6 Words of Christmas
T'is a season to be jolly
Dont need a reason to be holy
Greatful for my shortcomings
I know greater things are coming
All glory to the holy one
As we celebrate him as a family
Monday 27th December 2021 10:04 am
The Travelers
Two Strangers, unwavering thoughts, yearning hearts, words unspoken
A desire yet to be fulfilled, a companion found
Two bonding hearts, a doubtful one, an exposed one, both needing validation
A pair of searching souls with common goals.
Show me the way to excite your heart,
How can I miss what is not mine?
How can I make your heart long for me?
My heart is weary but it is aware of yo...
Monday 22nd November 2021 1:04 am
Memories
Here lies pictures of us packed with emotions;
Laughter, merriment, love and oneness
But take a closer look then you'd see the crack.
How can it be heavenly when all I feel is this tightness in my heart when i glance through?
I see all the mistakes made, secrets kept, painful musing,
I get nostalgic all over again, should I keep on loathing?
Or remain in this happy place?
Thes...
Friday 10th September 2021 10:13 am
UNTITLED 1
At 4am , here I sit wondering what should I write,
I have alot within me to let out
Yet here I am .
My heart wants to explore the new,
My soul wants to embrace the heat,
A sweet reality that I can feel.
A heart once sheltered
From the misery of the world
Now all I crave is the thrill.
There's a fire within, waiting to run free
Seeking to cause harm,
But a little sc...
Wednesday 1st September 2021 5:12 am
If Only
If only our lives were a movie?
If only we got what we wanted
If only we didnt have to think about our 'stances
If only spontaneity was our reality
Then life would be easy
Then again, who says our life is not a movie?
Tuesday 31st August 2021 7:56 pm
To The Man Up the Hill
A heart full of hurt, wanting to unleash pain
A heart not strong enough to endure all
But I find solace in our times together
I give that which I can't get, I have what I can't give,
Our moments gives me nothing but peace
Did you regret it?
A knowable answer
Was it worth it?
A question never asked
But I find hope in my love.
I know nothing will change
Nevertheles...
Thursday 22nd April 2021 6:50 am
Untitled
It's a new season love
Time to evolve again
Time to set out; create new memories
Theres a universe out there waiting for you
If only you could see yourself from before
Then you'd know nothing can stop you
The sun moon and stars bow for you to bloom
You've come too far to back down
Too strong to drown
Shine on...Shine on... young love
Monday 20th January 2020 2:23 am
The Plan
I had a plan to a great story
Not perfect but a happy one
Now I find myself in this smelling, dark situation
But i hope one day you realise that it was never my intention
I was left alone to face a cross road or to turn back
But I chose a difficult path
I know there's no redemption for me but I can only hope for one
The plan was supposed to be beautifull
But I hope one da...
Monday 16th December 2019 4:56 pm
Roses
Beautiful but rare
Every colour with a story
Longing for care
With shield to protect itself
Plucked by many
But valued by few.
Tuesday 27th November 2018 1:57 am
Empty
Lately, I feel like I'm not the only thing you want
You say you love me, but I know you just buying time
Tell me the truth, do you still have that beautiful dream that you are mine
I know sometimes I be tripping but you say (hey I only have eyes for you)
Then why do I feel like I'm walking on Ice
You know I'm not that kind of girl to catch a feeling...
I wonder if you even try to know me
I ...
Friday 17th August 2018 3:42 am
My Demons
Every night when I close my eyes, memories from a thousand years come back alive and shadow becomes me.
Most times I can taste my soul; it's not a picture of a happy ending, it's bittersweet.
I feel them every night as they come alive, ready to prey on the little sanity I have left, then I think of nothing but white walls and oceans, praying not to get lost in its calmness.
In moments of ...
Thursday 21st June 2018 7:04 pm
Beneath The Surface
Sometimes, we love what we see.
Knowing not that there's a different view beneath the sea.
We try to make sense of superficial things when being real demands no explanation.
We live in a world where we chase smoke then feel the fire...
We love feeling safe in our little world and forget that sometimes we need to let go.
Let go and let the fire consume us
Feel what it means to be ...
Friday 27th April 2018 10:28 pm
Dreams
While I slept I saw you fall
All I could think about is why it happened
Nothing can separate our love
We are one soul; we are blood
While I slept my eyes became open
Oh! it was just a dream
A dream it will never be
There's a light in you and it's still shining bright
We have a journey that's still far
Together we shall complete it
Sunday 18th March 2018 10:43 am
Believe
'There's a miracle
I can feel it
Don't need to see it
All I have to do is believe'
There is a living God, his love is forever
I am breathing, that's enough proof
Yes! There's a miracle
All can be seen by faith
Do you believe?
We all believe in something,
Are you doubting yourself?
You are proof enough
You are a miracle
Believe in something, anything
Let y...
Sunday 14th January 2018 3:10 pm
The Art Of Loneliness
I never said I was sad
I try to be real
This reality is nothing mundane
I hide my problems well
What I feel is better than what i hear
They say loneliness is pain
I say loneliness comes from being alone
After all, it can be comforting
My reality is unhealthy but soft
Your reality is dramatic and boxed
I prefer a state of non-existence with lemon than construct a falsi...
Thursday 11th January 2018 5:27 pm
LIFE IN A FLOWER
The world holds many mysteries, full of different meanings
Life is like a flower holding many secret yearning to reveal.
What you see is what you get, its growth depends on how you feed it.
The spring of beautiful petals nurturing, and the fall from others"s neglect.
All flowers tell a different tale
There's no flower without a few thorns along its root.
Thursday 19th October 2017 8:29 am
Our Dead Behind Us
As many come, so they go.
We fear the one thing that gives us eternal life,
We cry because we feel the loss and forget they are watching us.
The Almighty Said "Leave the dead to bury themselves while the living praise the Lord".
How do we leave our dead behind?
The dead were once loved; the dead were once family,
By dust we came and by dust we go.
The empty feeling we get when...
Friday 13th October 2017 9:57 pm
HIS LOVE IN MY LIFE
There are no words to describe the gravity of your love, it is refreshing like the air which I breath.
Come into my life, Oh my love! Your kindness is a gift that bears sweet fruits There's nothing more Compromising than your heart There's nothing worth loving than you, in you I see the e...
Monday 18th September 2017 9:14 pm
THE UNKNOWN
Never have I not ponder over you, but seeing you every day is like fresh air. Never have I seen the innermost part of that deep sea that you always carry but I have hope.
Never have I not wished for us but fate is like a game between two players seeking a goal. Every day I feel these monsters with me but my thoughts keeps searching for a new light.
Never have you wished for me, nor heard wh...
Tuesday 12th September 2017 4:01 pm
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