Anne Nieborg

This chaotic world we live in
Oh beautiful chaotic world
Do you have a plan?
Do you hear us scream?

Because you're all over the place
Do you ever slow down the pace?
That might be the best you can do
Is everything I hear about you true?

Your reputation ain't good in the millenial minds
Can you blame em?
We just don't understand you
Do this, do that, fuck us over after all those tries

We're trying to save you
At least
I am
That ain't a scam

I want the best for you remember that

Just be there for me, that's all I ask

Love you much, don't let that be in vein

I think I'm losing my mind
Constant anxiousness fucks me up
Not knowing what I want is what I find
When I look inside my mind

Like a library trying to find the chapter
Where this comes from
Where did it begin? where is the source?
Where did life take this course?

Is it me? Did I not foresee? How this came to be. How can I be free? I ask thee.

I think I'm losing my mind
Anxiety haunts me at night
But not only at night also during the day
To others I do not know what to say

I am faking my every move and laughter, love and happiness doesn't feel real
My brain is on fire, that's how I feel

Depression became my friend
Picked me up as happiness left
I felt sadness and lonelyness coming closer to me
At least I'm not really alons, that's what I see

My old friends came around, came back
But confidence I lack
Because what if I only make them up
Ah there's guilt, I'm in luck

I think I'm losing my mind