Two loves stuck in between

Got to confess come clean

 

One is my Forever friend

The other I see the future

 

Hurting them Either way

This isn't some evil game I play

 

Ask God to guide me

While he Screams just come find me

 

She just wants to be free

I just wanna wake from this dream

 

How do I know the right path to take

God guide me through faith

 

I love her it seems

I shouldn't be torn between

 

I wanna save him

Show him life's not just grim

 

You talk to me through music

I wake up scared of this

 

My hearts conflicting

This invisible string is restricting

 

How do I fall with out trying

Gotta suck up my pride take off flying

 

God guild me to your plan

Speak to me let it flow through my hand

 

I know she said last night she wants a male

He knows things without me even speaking

 

I don't wanna be his reason to try

I want him to do it on his own time

 

I want her to be happy

Even if it's not with me

 

If I split

I lose everything that's it

 

God I need signs

Is this all gonna be fine

 

I don't want to be a sexual object

I want love and respect

 

I wanna be grabbed in the hall

Not sexually pushed to the wall

 

I want to feel safe in arms

Not from words and charm

 

I want respect

Not feeling regret

 

This selfish love is hard

When 3 just wanna be play  selfless card

 

How do you love someone you don't even know

Living

Living in fear not wanting to let anyone go

 

God guide me through  faith

Cause I can't think straight

 

Take away the fear

Give me thoughts that's are clear