I have two hands
And a heart so full of love
If I could share this with the world
If I could only...
But I can only do so much
Isteady my burden as best I can
And share my insight when open ears will listen
And yet I ache inside
Deep within me is a darkness
It lurks in silence, waiting
Hoping I will slip
And I scold myself when I do
Because when the demons come out
And the rage overwhelms me
I exhaust myself
They exhaust me.
It hurts to get so angry
But what can I do?
All of my outlets have vanished
I've wasted myself away to adulthood
And put myself into this situation
My soul aches.
It knows my past, present, and future
It suggests I make changes
Else I repeat past lives' mistakes
I long for it's guidance
I am always listening
Waiting
Just let me hear you once more
Tell me what I need to do
I'm open, I'm ready
...
But You won't speak when I ask,
Only send messages when my Basic Self is willing and ready
That's okay
I could use the alone time