TOXIC
i believed every word thats when the tables turned
i fell for the pretence of feeling me at first
part of me always knew this was heading for the worse
cause i know im not the only girl youre lying
to the only girl you crying to
i was stupid to feel special
but fresh out of heartbreak how was i to know who you genuine too
you got such good timing shouldve noticed the mind games
that keeping me close , telling me about your folks
is what i cant figure out
guess it was a way to play off my doubts
but now i know im not the only one that you sprout this shit to
thats the problem i believed you
i really wanted you too
ignored every red flag , tryna see the good in you
i feel like a fool
i was better off reclusive off whatsapp ,time kept moving , i was healing i was growing
when did you become a nuisance
why lie to me
why confide in me
why pretend you want more from me
if you gonna run away and hide from me
why tell me not to push you away while you contiuously ignoring me
why am i putting in effort for a nigga who has no problem disregarding me
you cant see what you doing wrong
i can see the end zone
i put up with too much shit to be worried about if youre gonna message or leave me alone
i can learn to keep my distance
that wont stop me from remincsing
but at least ill stop being a fool
stop playing it cool
ill stop waiting for you
i dont want to pine after you
you got me all in my feelings just to fall through
i might ask once in a while to pull through but your radio silence gonna make it a tough decision to move
im basically done with you happy it wasnt love but unhappy you couldnt see us through
i actually trusted you guess thats what i get for trusting a nigga ive always been second too\
-KHANYIE
Khanyie Komane
Thu 1st Oct 2020 23:46
thank you ?