Forever 19
It's almost been 2 years since you left us
I still wake up and think about you at practice
That laugh of yours-- man, I swear was God's perfection
I know you're watching over, you'll always be my protection
I really wish that woman didn't go and take your life
I wish that woman driving drunk had her head screwed tight
Word got to me, I was like "Why her? She was living right?"
Hoping it was the wrong person, you were my guiding light
I think that's you who visits me on the 23rd
That's the day I watch the sunrise to cope with the hurt
It's hard to hear the angels' voices like I'm going deaf
I miss those talks we used to have 'cause I've been in the trenches
And they say time will heal but I've been chilling on these benches
Sitting tryna figure out why she ain't pay attention
'Cause now you're gone, another innocent life taken
Ms. Guilty got to leave alive, you were cold on the pavement
Weren't able to finish your life, that's a messed up arangement
But don't worry. I'm gon' tell people your legacy
I'm gon' work hard to meet those goals that you never got to meet
Imma make it to the top smoking on that killer weed
I still don't get it, but I learn from it
That's why I always text my friends like "let's chil or something"
Cause we don't know where we'll end up and death comes when it ain't expected
I'm sorry if I'm too clingy, I don't wanna be disconnected
So if you're ever feeling distant then just call me
And if I'm getting distant, then just know I'm sorry
-wavyxlei// rest easy my angel