Hangin' On Hope
I’ve had seven years of poor luck
Run down men and broke down trucks
Birds that fly and never return
Heatless fires and water that burns
Oh, I’ve moved here, I’ve moved there
Gave my all without a care
Other folks seem to make a way
Better than me on my very best day
Mama told me in her so-long letter
She was cursed, and that I should do better
She was hexed in life and so am I
But I’m too damn stubborn to change or cry
I wonder when it’ll turn around
I just caint seem to find the ground
I use water on chemical fires
Rollin’ my truck on all bald tires
Its possible I could make this scene
But chances are I’ll be in between
Where I was and I should be
When it all gives way and I’m stuck with me
Some of us just caint stay true
North is somewhere ‘tween me and you
The money’s all gone and no more rope
But I’m a sturdy woman hangin’ on hope
Arrested for fightin’ my landlord lady
Her dog went wild and I protected my baby
Judge said “sorry lady, dogs aren’t kids”
Now she’s a one eared bitch and I’m on the skids
Daddy tried like hell to reel me in
“Stay away from drugs and pretty men”
He was a kind man and a good mechanic
But a hopeless drunk and a crazy manic
It's possible I could make this scene
But chances are I’ll be in between
Where I was and I should be
When it all gives way and I’m stuck with me
Some of us just caint stay true
North is somewhere ‘tween me and you
The moneys all gone and no more rope
But I’m a sturdy woman hangin’ on hope
Surprisingly I was good in school
But I had trouble with all the rules
I’ve been a junior in college for the past 10 years
Never promoted, still slingin’ beers
I know now I didn’t have the start
Others had, but I’m just as smart
There’s just some things that I don’t know
I run real fast but still go slow.
Its possible I could make this scene
But chances are I’ll be in between
Where I was and I should be
When it all gives way and I’m stuck with me
Some of us just caint stay true
North is somewhere ‘tween me and you
The moneys all gone and no more rope
But I’m a sturdy woman still hangin’ on hope
victoriavautaw@gmail.com
Tue 1st Dec 2020 12:14
Excellent lyrical poem Dawn. I would love to hear this is a song. I can relate to the struggle and the determination of a strong soul. Write on! ?