I've never felt like this before

I know we will never be together

but I wish 

the random drives 

the random calls, texts, knocks on the door, notes, hugs

all for nothing

I know you told me the same seven-letter, three-word phrase once

but I also know you took it back later because it won't ever happen

at least that's what you told me

the first time we met,

I never thought things would turn out the way they have 

I just honestly can't see myself with anyone else 

I know how crazy that sounds since we've only known each other for a short time 

but I just have a feeling that maybe one day, things will be okay