Deadlock
If you are going to kill yourself
Someone is going to find you.
Do you want that?
You are trying to die, I might wish you success,
But for what?
So you don't like it how it is,
Do you think anyone does?
But it is better to change, than destroy...
Oh my god, I can't carry on like this.
Not each day the same same thing!
You want me to wait,
But I just collect more pain.
You say live for your dreams,
But only nightmares now remain.
I am going crazy
I'd rather be dead than insane.
But I am saying that you
Can't Can't Can't.
Are you saying that I daren't?
THINK OF SOMEONE ELSE!
Why? I can tell you why!
Because YOU cannot bear it.
Aviva Rifka Bhandari
Tue 11th May 2021 16:52
Thank you Nigel and Stephen for commenting ?
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