7/19/21

Called kind and special but let me refresh you

They'll turn the second you tell them the truth

No way for me to prove the circumstances warrant your lack of words but yeah, I know

Move move move, moving into remission of my 15 minutes of fame, of attention

Moving away cause' my heart just hurts when I lean too close

To expect care when I put my soul out there is thinking I can roll down a window in a moving car and expect the wind to bypass my hair

It's quick, enthralling, and my hope got torn apart

My body shrinks away to every touch not meant to mean anything

Hard for me to give my body if the trust in my head only decreases with the alcohol 

Easy to give way and so easy to fall before but now I've dead bolted every lock and every door, I'm not your savior and I'm sure not your lost and found

I'm up. I'm slow but I'm bound cause you ran through my mind and I ejoyed my time but I think you don't have to say anything for me to know.

I told the truth and to my face that's good but in all reality the truth is never good enough

And guess I'm not either.