Thousand words, thousand thoughts, thousand screams in mind..
All asking to forget the past and pushing to a better ride..
What happened was just a bad time and was destined..
To let it go is all I want but Still not able to unwind..
What is this fear resurrected deep inside..
All I want is smile without fear but its haunting me as my eyes gets wide..
Should I feel this way or something else is waiting again...
Waiting to desolate the moments of smiles with fears..
Waiting to not let dry out the pool of tears..
Being positive is my thing.. still I have started to fear..
What if this makes me strong, strong enough to resist more griefs in my share..
Hope is what I always admired, but now all I am left with is uncounted fears..
I will overcome this, trying hard so it should be. 
But it is taking time and racing heartbeat makes me damn weak..
Time heals everything, I have heard a lot..
But this time it has started to feel low bow..
Let me unplug the fears and start with few..
Because sometimes all we need is a little push and restart all over new ..!!