I wish to feel nothing

Not even something

Cause when I do feel

It's terribly hurting

 

I don't wish to have emotions

It creates tsunamis devastation 

When I let the emotions loose

It engulfs my mind, opening my bruise 

 

I don't wish to wear my heart on my sleeve

It's a sacred piece of me that I don't want others to perceive

Loving too much, finally hurts too much

Leaving me utterly forlorn, broken and crushed