You lay in bed at night with thoughts that bring you down

You thought that you were strong, but you were wrong

You relieve the moment when you lost it and went into the dark

You lay there awake wondering if you could have done anything different

Could you have made her stay?

Could you have shown her that you lost your way?

You lay awake because you haven't forgiven yourself

Because you take all the blame 

You feel so ashamed

The truth is you were sick, you didn't mean any harm

So, forgive yourself so that you can one day again love!