Perhaps I had lost my mind.
Envisioning goals within my grasp.
But far from my reach.
My heart yearns for what it wants.
However,
My mind prevented me.

I had lost my mind to the process.

The process and letting my former self die.
Rise and birth of a new me.
Shackled and bonds finally removed.
Now, im no longer bound to the limitations of life.
Im free.

My mind and body is merely a vessel for my soul.
It knows what it wants.
I've discovered myself, only to create what I want.
Think what I want,
Feel. What I want.

Perhaps to the ordinary mind, it would be hard to comprehend that in a very short space of time that I. As a man, would grow.
Grow exponentially.
Grow beyond my limits,
Grow beyond any expectation before me.

But I'm liberated.

Liberated in every sense of the word.
My life is far from perfect, things the ordinary person would crumble with.
But its developed my character, strengthened my soul.
In with the new...
Out with the old.

My soul, commands my body.
However I command my mind.
What I speak I speak into reality.
It's the polarity of life.

Every component, 
Every emotion.
Every moment and every feeling.
Must have a negative, must have the opposite for it to exist.

I never quite grasped this concept before.
How could I love deeper?
How could I feel happier?
How would I find myself lost in joy?
How will I reach a level of peace....

I never knew this answer before but i do now.

I have found a deeper understanding of love, because I had spent a long time harbouring hate.
I have found a deeper meaning behind my happiness, as I have felt the sting of loss and sorrow.
I found joy, As I have been struck with calamities and over fixating of the  negatives.
I have now reached my level of peace...As I had lived my life with conflicts.

I have found a deeper meaning to my life.
If I can conceive an idea, come up with a thought.
Surely, I can speak it into reality.

Our lives are based on the fundamentals of discovering ourselves.
Perhaps you disregard that it is also to create?

We are the architects to our thoughts.
Our emotions, our feelings.
What drives us.
Binds us.
Moves us.
What makes us.

So how could i be defeated?
When my heart and soul has become flexible?
Like water, nothing is softer or more flexible than water, yet. Nothing. Can resist it....

I can consider myself a weapon with my new found strength.
A animal with my unnerving sense of discipline.
A beast whom will stop at nothing.
A sleeping dog, just waiting for the moment to be unleashed.

But why do that?
When I would rather call myself a champion of my own soul.
How could I not achieve the idea of what's impossible in my eye?
Let that be love.
Personally.
Professionally.
What ever aspect of my life. It is mine to control, for me to exploit and explore.

I lived my life in fear before.
The fear of my potential.
Fear, of my driving force.
Fear of the thoughts of others.
Fear, of closing myself away.

But by placing love into myself.
I have been able to expand.
Expanding into everything in my reach,
Beautiful things had happened.

It's always the smallest of things.
But the more I love myself,
The better I become for myself.
And the better i am for myself.
The better I can be for those around me.

See the pattern?

Would that not be living?
Surely life is more complicated than that?

But it isn't.
We have everything we would ever need.

That is our souls.
Our minds and our bodies.

All we have is that, invest in that.
Read books
Educate your mind
Stimulate the soul.
Become healthier, stronger.

And I promise, nothing that life can throw at you.
Would rock you.
Infact, by that point.
Your life will be lived by your own rules.
Nothing is more liberating than that.
Honestly, nothing is.