The wrath of my anger ain't what it's meant for me.
The struggles and expectations set out for what I'm supposed to be.

I've lost years on mistakes I've made and paid the price.
Reclaim the missing pieces, so i can start a new with my new life.

I stumble with the blocks on the road I'm meant to cross.
It seems happiness ain't a place to find.

How my heart is conflicted to very core on my beliefs.

On what is right.

I have to build my life for myself but I have responsibilities to those around me.
I'm blessed and thankful that I have them though.
However, when I hit rock bottom in my time those were the missing shoulders.
I needed the most.

It's fine, I was never understood and I accept that.
But now to start anew I need to be able to be left to be my own man.

However, they need me more than ever. How do I move forward?
I'm conflicted like the life I want seems go grow further apart.
Not closer.

I'm no victim to the choices I make infact they made me stronger.
But how am I supposed to sacrifice myself once again after all the time that I had suffered.

I'm confused, alone in this world trying to do the right thing.
I'm conflicted to where my heart belongs and to attract the beauty life brings.

To be independent with no shackles bound to me feet.
Perhaps somethings are just not meant to be.

Expectations are set and I'm a non conformist but what can I do.
When those dear to me need me more than ever.
The false bravado is now spent.
In reality I'm just a man that's confused