Addictions, things that make me happy.

Things that used to make me happy are now my addictions.

I was a few bizarre episodes in, triggers called for introspection.

I reviewed the list and there are some additions,

“Just one more”, procrastination is a binding spell for all.

Its five cans deep without recognition its a blind habit,

“I will stop” this is a review of hypocrisy, it's scary what I find.

This happiness is delusional, fed myself lies “I’m doing fine”,

Two fumes in, I realized I need a change, the search is terrifying.

I said a different perspective, now my addictions have been magnified.

Petrified of what I see, these are things I couldn't live without anymore.

Addictions are like stoicism, a nicotine spread four times.

I watched a series of myself relapse, this is forever a recovery.

These are things I don't talk about in my rehab session,

Fragile ego, this section will need stitches when things switch,

I should be agile. These triggers pull a lot, things changing.