The Kids Home
The Kids home
It’s a bit like a scrap yard
But maybe it’s more like
A recycling centre
The Kids Home
Is a kind of waiting room
For kids who wait
They wait for something
They don’t know what
These are the kids
Looked after by the state
The kids are different
To the ones with homes
They live their lives in
This liminal space
Waiting to be welcomed
By the human race
When they arrive at the home
With their black bags of stuff
They learn to fit in
Take the smooth with the rough
Friendly adults try to fulfill
The parental role
Like a family
Without the soul
A pretend mum
And dad
In cauduroy pants
Wafting in clouds
Of patchouli oil
But really they are just
Recycling staff
Trying to salvage
The good from the bad
Helping to sort through
The happy and sad
Doing their best
To make everyone laugh
The kids in the home
Are sad and lost
They’ve been through a lot
Their lives have come at a cost
Often these kids
Face the world alone
They do not connect
With the homely kids
It’s like being stuck
On a cross line
On the telephone
It’s not that they
Don’t have plenty to say
It’s just that they speak
A strange dialect
It’s not the one spoken
By the popular crowd
The ones who are always
So loud and proud
The kid from the home
Spent the weekend
Looking for a potential
Home
A happy home
To call their own
Although, deep down
They know
They will Never
Really
Truly
Belong
C.K. 22
Nigel Astell
Fri 18th Feb 2022 01:07
Trying to fit in
kidding yourself hurts
but not believing
is even worse.