Backward steps I've taken, quite a few.
The sky is dark again, instead of blue.
This 'healing process' is all new to me.
Is it just a case of 'let's wait and see'
All I see now are many triggers to find.
Once pulled, my heart goes into rewind.
No magic wand exists, wish that was so.
Then maybe it would help me to let go.
In the meantime, I just take it 'day by day'
Maybe God is very busy, hence the delay.