Im not convinced you exist
Yet thoughts of you always persist
If I had proof
I’d shout from the roof
But I’m not convinced you exist

Interesting I keep saying you
I’m talking to someone, but who?
If you aren’t real
Why do I feel
Someone’s worth talking to?

Of course a flaw in my logic
So irrational it’s tragic
Desperation and fear
I’m willing you here
So much so I believe in magic

Can’t get you out of my head
But without you I'd rather be dead
Existence without you?
I would be so blue
I need you it must be said

Just thinking doesn’t do the trick
Without seeing you pieces don’t click
Show your face?
Leave even a trace?
This game is becoming sick

Are you a sadist or what?
You Care about us or not?
What is meant
By this life or torment?
I’m nearly done with the lot

So show up for your sake!
Why cause our hearts to ache?
Can’t you see we're dying?!
It’s your name we're crying!
Not long before we all brake

Still I come crawling back
Eyes wide, jaw slack
Still holding on
Until I am gone
Praying you’ll have my back

I desperately wish we could speak
My outlook would not be so bleak
A moment of your time
Your voice and mine
No longer, would my joy peak.