promises, promises
promise me, darling,
when you’ve moved out and moved on
when this endless summer
becomes a misty-edged memory,
promise that you won’t forget me.
fall into an easy love with some girl
who deserves you more than i ever could,
but promise when you look in her eyes
that sometimes you’ll see a glimmer
of me in her, and you’ll wonder
what i look like now, what i’m doing,
because for me every love after you
feels a little counterfeit. promise
that you’ll think of my hands and hips
like they’re still in your grasp,
and know that your fingerprints
are permanently sketched into my skin.
promise that when the weather turns south
and the rain knocks at your double-panes
you’ll think, if only for a moment,
of blankets and bodies wrapped so close
they’re hardly distinguishable.
promise that you’ll remember
the taste of my lips as well
as if we got the ending i wished for.
but promise, darling, not to forget her.
she is what you needed,
she is strong and beautiful.
you wouldn’t settle for less.
promise not to fall in love with a memory,
because at least one of us should.