Something that breaks my heart a little.

You were my first.

My first date.

My first “relationship”… a real one.

My first time staying at a boys house. 

My first time on drugs.

My first Christmas that wasn’t with my own family. 

My first real experience of love.

But for you, you’ve just done it all again. 

Just another one to add to the list. 

If you remember your first times, the magic you felt deep in your stomach. 

Something you’ve never felt before. 

That’s how you feel to me. Your my first. 

But for you, it’s just another one.