Loving You Not Me
Loving you is a basic routine
Loving myself is a broken machine
Loving you is a sunny day
Loving myself is dismay
Loving you is pure as a child
Loving myself is remembering I never smiled
Loving you is no stress
Loving myself is hopeless
Loving you is learning to grow
Loving myself is death row
Loving you is feeling safe in your arms
Loving myself is fire alarms
Loving you is always on the phone
Loving myself is sitting alone
Loving you is being on top
Loving myself is watching life drop
Loving you is forever
Loving myself is whatever
Loving you is saying yes
Loving myself is memories I suppress