No! This can't be happening, she losing against death, I’m losing her from life, my yesterdays, my today, my tomorrows, my evermorrows, eyes dimming, breath failing, muscles wasting, she’s my light, my breath, my strength, where will my strength go when she goes, my mentor, my judge, my jury, my supporter, my forgiver, my friend, hold fast my gentle lady, I’m not ready to let you go just yet,  Oh my god, "huuuhhh...", final breath taken, she’s gone, goodbye my love, goodbye my mum.