Can’t keep up on my level You created a monster out of me That makes me a dauntless rebel Soothing affairs and comforting lies, they got me Ready whenever I like to buzzkill Don’t be such a bitter pill I’m one to talk, I thought it would give me a rain check Fooled me once or twice But I once returned to 2021 Back to where and when you first met me It caught me reminiscing on something that was already gone Though everything has been said and done It was treacherous and killing me A global pandemic arises I regretted every moment slowly fading Slowly turning into a reality of memories Heard different sides of the stories It seems tempting, too unrealistic to believe in It took me back to when you first loved me It was heaven, but it felt hellish too You were kept on love-bombing me I highly doubted it though Told me comforting lies and unbelievable truths Yet you made me rot in hell, like my dignity and worth But now, you keep coming back You keep wanting me back How do you sleep at night? Do you still think of me? Do you have any right to keep me? I think not, I want you out of my sight