Ayna Denisse Moncenilla

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Biography

I was born on March 2, 2000 at Madonna General Hospital, Kidapawan City, North Cotabato, Mindanao. I started composing poems when I was in Grade 7 (First year high school) up until now I still compose poems.

CONFLICT OF INTEREST

We never know the whole story We knew they both had a history I only know the gist of it But the mariteses cannot get over with it Feeling victim for clout They probably know by now what it was all about He was a charming young man While she was a selfish and materialistic woman He only wanted to give, to love But he was killed out of mercy, out of hate or love Saving yourself while killing someone you love They both seem to know what they need to shove Forget everything in an oblivious way An unforgivable menace comes along your way You should be careful by now about the way you acted or behave But that doesn’t mean you will be saved Your days are counted but out-numbered But you felt guilty, feeling encumbered Consider yourself lucky for making it out alive Choosing yourself to be alive just to survive Yeah, because you prolly should have known by now It is not what god wanted, but something that evil allows You are the bait in someone’s hook I hope you let yourself off the hook Your asukarera de papa is not almighty Because shiny things are not all shiny They might blind you; it was indeed too good to be true Some are pretentious to reassure, while some are real and pure You’re the prey of the hunter Feeling like an undercover Everything was yet to be discovered Not gonna happen that a lifeless interest was left to be unexplored You were the precious bunny in his tantalizing eyes At that time, the spirit of jealousy was on the rise They said he was in a higher-being position He got a family, a wife and four children Hence, He got distracted in the beautiful garden of Eden But the mistress and the ****** were in an awkward juxtaposition But he was not a god, nor was a saint He was handling any issues like a brief feint He blamed god for everything else He was feeling blessed, no more, no less He said god was on his side But as far as it gets interesting, the devil was his bride Now you’re the target of the killer This phenomenon was an indestructible thriller He may have pocket knives, guns, arrows, ammo, name it Best for you to forget or believe it He marks the X on the spot He left you there, lying on the streets to rot He grinned so much now you’re gone The mission was accomplished and done But I hope you listened to me, but you never did You gained so much of what you want to benefit Millions of blood money were used in the wrong situation Now that she got her decision, everything is in transition Now you’re six feet below the ground Now she's playing like a victim, feeling depressed that you're not around She may be spending a lot to compensate for the pain The trauma and the blame have left there in your mind, they remain To lessen the pain and the burden It doesn't make you any less golden To lessen the sins, you have committed Since you're so selfish, your sins were never admitted It doesn’t matter if you visit him, any day, any night You killed an innocent life, that's not right From your selfish deeds, knowingly you have needs You only think of yourself, self You never should have bothered him in the first place Now he was in a better place He believed he was holy But your soul is agonizing, deadly, slowly but surely Holy enough to involve others Flushing everything down the gutter Tasked others to do the crime It was not god's timing, but the devil's time He thought he was protected by the saints and the gods For the sake of their bad blood He made religion his shield Everything will be revealed But makes evil schemes behind the church’s back Your body and soul, later on, will be the hell's snack The mastermind was his lover He said he'll leave his wife for another Felt guilty enough to care for the dead Now you're a famewhore, a memer, your issues spread But it’s too late, stop pretending You never loved him, you were only good at pretending You used him many times, fuck him all you want But you were not so nonchalant Clinging unto your asukarera de papa for money and fame By simply calling and talking to him, he can sense you are no longer the same Spoiling you for getting everything He is such a scary thing You even fooled yourself about him wanting you He is just fucking you, getting your nerve out of you You got the nerve to keep asking him Singing him praises and hymns Visiting his tomb, telling him, you'd wish him to be your groom You never thought of him even once or twice Now they've pressed you for charges, no running away now It's time to pay the lifetime price You've been a spoiled brat, somehow They said you keep buying him useless things Now, seeing him in a tux, lying in his casket, unattached strings But later on, when you feel sad and depressed, it gets funny You traded his soul for the money Don’t you know what power it will bring to the world? Chaos and death are unfurled You may be pretty and angelic Being a bitchy suit you but not being dramatic or sympathetic But whom the fuck knows what your mischievous attitude and behavior did to him You were the best actress in the show, trying to fit in the show to look like a film His worth never meant something to you Now that you got the best view His worth is just a dime that fell on the floor You are not that worth it anymore A lot of people believed though You kept on faking it though You got the nerve to chill and swim in the sea They labelled you as the pokpok ng ***, you see You got the audacity to sleep, eat and work Well, the best reaction is just to smirk After the incident, after what you’ve done to them Now you've got the hellish realm, to protect yourself from them After what you’ve done to the bereaved family Until further notice, you were no longer in fantasy What lies ahead, what lies behind and what lies beyond it all They will surely blame you all You never deserve the best girlfriend award, wildcard But she was ignored, they implored They only want to give you the trophy you deserve, it was a catastrophe She treated his family nastily He was never released or in peace But let's pay our respect to the deceased His soul was in misery, in restlessness I guess you seem relentless Say your comforting and doubtful prayers Come and show everyone your crocodile tears Telling everyone your lies and faking a smile Just before everything was settled, even the error and trial Though reminiscing those memories, he left behind But everyone seems to turn an eye so blind Your eulogy was only a show Everyone knows the truth but still, they went to go on with the flow Whereas hiding your true feelings, feeling glad Behind the curtains, you tell everything to your sugar dad While everyone cried their heart out, their eyes were bawling Got no sleep, tired of overthinking What do they call you? You’re a fucking whore, home-wrecker, concubine Mistress, bitch, prostitute, harlot That is what they call you I mean, now that's a lot Pretend to your daddy, and tell him your intention Your soul is hungry for love and attention You're no brainer, just a dummy Whose soul is thirsty for money Your soul started agonizing in pain It is nothing that your self-gain You are alive but felt hellish guilty as fuck Wait till god plucks your life like a wasted duck You mask your motives Thus, everything in this issue we bet seems explosive You ask for sympathy to gain self-esteem Fuck your life, your dream You do not want to 'fess up to yourself Hiding the truth like a book on its shelf You always mess up with everyone’s family Your foul words are profanity, what you did was an act of inhumanity You are the mastermind from the beginning to the end of time You came to his tomb, confessing and repenting your sins from time to time He keeps visiting you in your dreams Quit that routine, you're no longer his queen Asking for mercy and peace of mind But you never mind You never thought of loving him was the best thing you ever did You're a one skilled bitch after all, as fulfilled How come you fuck up and never listened to your conscience Now you have to face the consequences.

Two-faced Bitch

There is always a different side to every story But this one's an interesting history This story was no allegory But a fact-based tell-tale to tell up until century It was made up by these maritesses Feeling inspectors, judges and witnesses As if, they saw the scene of the crime Blabbering about nonsense things at that time Just like the issues fade, people fade It might take us all in a decade But they revealed everything And it gets interesting We go round in circles blaming everyone Some scattered hearsays and hoaxes are on the run Trying to please everyone That bitch sure had a lot of fun Who among these people are deserving to be blamed? Yet, we can't even point fingers or name names How about a rain check on the situation Let's ask her for her true intentions Now you try to walk around losing your head I heard, the devil is off with your head But have you seen your head in that silver platter There's no need to flatter Now you're everyone's talk of the town All of the rumors were spread in your town You let everyone down In your sorrows, you drown Well, let me tell you the story of the couple from *** I know you were either interested or intrigued to hear it too Little did everyone know She felt guilty, went to his grave and pleaded to him to forgive her The deceased's kin were too angry to face her Vengeance will be served, and so is justice too Karma is already on the upper hand's menu Moments are capsulized that turned into memory A congratulatory address turned into an unforgettable eulogy Beauty sleeps turned into "in the loving memory" Even my wounds that cut so deep can’t be healed by a band-aid Fuck up and forget the promenade Let me take you somewhere to juggernaut down memory lane Every grain, every salt, you’re no saint You’re the mastermind of everything Every time the pendulum swings Karma is already knocking on your door I hope you rot in hell, down to the core Time flies by so fast, the moment you broke his wings He can no longer fly away with his broken wings Sometimes clock ticks’ life away Whenever we were unaware, it goes to waste or fly away

Never Knew

I never knew when my pounding heart started racing Every time I see you walk around the place, I never knew when I first fell for you But it was when, I first laid eyes on you; It was as if I can hear angels singing Every time I see your face. Every time you walk in the room My mind was imagining that someday you’re going to be my groom I never knew when my mind started thinking of you Or when did your name started to resound on my mind, You were too hard to find But now that I have you, I wish you would look my way And let me hear you say; Don’t run away, don’t walk away I hope you would want to stay, Dear love, I don’t even know your name But you’re still the one I want to aim, Only your eyes and mouth, they smile Oh, I love to see them just for a while; My feelings were like lightning It came too fast but we’re not rushing. This feeling is not fleeting I never feel like reeling, Hit the vibe and come with me I was too scared to talk to you, But come here and sit beside me I just want to let you know; That I never want to let go I just want to stay here with you. I never want to see you go I just had to let you know, The way you move makes me fall Fall harder and deeper into you, The way I tried to never fall But I caught myself falling for you. But you weren’t even there to catch me I was kept on falling, And one day I’ll be crawling Next time, I’ll be walking; Another day passes by Didn’t know what time is it, Feels like time flies Every time you look into my eyes; I hope you feel it Cause I don’t want to say goodbye. Say your sweet goodbye I hope it’s worth it.

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