Turned Tables
The sadness that swells inside my soul
Is taking hold and I cannot control
The pictures and memories that make me so blue
I wish it was though I never knew
Why can’t you leave me alone like you’ve done before
While I chased you all you did was ignore
Now the tables have turned and you're crying for me
When all I want from you is to be set free
You’ve done too much now, can’t you see?
And because of this there will never be another you and me
The more I pull away the more you try
For when I look at you all I see are your lies
And you refuse to let me say goodbye
But this time is different I don’t feel the same
And you look at me when you’re the one to blame
You’ve done this to us you cannot deny
Because all you do is cheat and lie
This time was different I don’t want any more
And of course karma is keeping score
Of all your actions and all your deeds
And all the secrets which made me bleed
And somehow you still can’t see
That you’ve lost me and you’ve taken my heart
And now all I want is to be forever apart
But the more I run the more you chase
Trying to make it right and build your case
Can’t you see you’ve done enough?
I’m tired of trying and acting so tough
Fighting for you while you let me bleed
I just can’t understand why you don’t see
That I’m not a warrior I am not that strong
And you cannot undo all your wrongs
And I am finally out of fight
I can’t forget all your lies
In fact I’m struggling just to see the light
That remains for me in this life
You left me to die you left me to bleed
When all I wanted was to make you see
All the ways I loved you so
And in return you only gave me woe
I cannot forget and it can’t be undone
In your game of love you have surely won
But at what cost and what price
Was it really worth my soul and my life?
Oh but you will never see
And because of that we can never be
For I will never forget
How you lied and how I bled
And cried every night instead of slept
All because of who you met and who you took to bed
It’s not fair that I’m in pain
Because you always act in vain
But it is what it is and you can’t be changed
You lost our love and you’re all to blame
I wanted forever and you wanted to lie
And for that I cannot remain by your side.