I’m Sorry I’m Not A Musician
and that you have to pay attention, sit and listen,
that you feel you cannot clap or click,
sing or dance or move,
that I cannot let you lose yourself in rhythm.
That I can’t buzz bass deep in your belly,
melt your skeleton to jelly,
that I will not lift you clear from your daily woes and fears,
fill you up with mighty BOOM,
slip inside, grip your spine, screaming anthems
designed to raise the roof and shake the room.
I’m sorry I’m not a musician
but if you really really want me to,
I’m sure that I could raise a tune.
I have this old kazoo, a triangle and drum.
You could hum, whistle, bellow
all together, and, you know, silver linings,
at least it’s not jazz or experimental techno,
there’s no indulgent solo that goes on and on
and on and on
and on and on
forever.
I’m sorry I’m not a musician, but
poetry’s an ancient art, older than the written word,
we’ve recorded history, told stories about odysseys,
adventures and injustice, buried secrets in our verse,
sent signs, coded words, for all the hidden ears to hear.
We get murdered for subversion, all across the world.
That’s how dangerous we are.
Let me listen to your heart, see scars,
taste the flavours of your deepest darkest 4am,
show your shame the light, let it know it’s not alone,
hold hands with the ugliness inside
and give it succour.
I know you swallowed lumps for breakfast,
dinner, tea, and supper.
I understand you’ve suffered,
that you feel you’re always underneath,
never getting better, never equal,
that it’s easier to let it out, let it loose in movement
but I’m here to reap and sow the seeds of change
and write for revolution.
I'm sorry I'm not a musician
but if you absolutely need me to,
I’m sure that I could raise a tune.
I have this old kazoo, a triangle and drum.
You could hum, we could sway,
and though there’ll never be
a verse/chorus/verse, 3 chords, a middle eight
to break monotony,
at least there isn’t feedback, an out-of-key harmony,
missed beats, pipes of peace or tambourine solos.
You know, silver linings, glass half full.
Let me alter your perspective,
change what you think a poet is to what you didn’t,
evoke, poke, offer gifts,
give you something different.
Let me love you with a poem,
wrap my lines and rhymes around your heart to lift it higher
for a minute/second/hour, know the power
that resides in a poem, not a song,
that a voice can be a fist
or a mitten
or a litany of wrongs that could be fixed
if we all stood together.
Thanks for listening.
Stephen Gospage
Sat 3rd Feb 2024 08:43
Fascinating, Laura. You make a great case for poetry, and for listening!